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The Power of Surrender
Stepping into the Flow
Christine declared "My Spiritual Guidance told me
that you have to leave and get out of here
within 24 hours"
On Good Friday 1999 I experienced
"Crucifixion and Resurrection" on the same day
That was what it felt like to me
A transformative experience - a pivotal moment
Back than I had been living on the coast of
southern Spain for a few years
It was a beautiful place to be and a bit surreal
at the same time
There was Spanish residents - retired foreign
residents - holiday makers - people from all
walks of life
One of the challenges was to find a long term
place to stay that was affordable as prices sky
rocketed during the holiday seasons
Often times people had to share larger
apartments or houses
Another challenge was not only to find a job,
but also to get paid for it
It was not unusual that at a certain point
someone found themselves without any money
and kicked out of their shared accommodation
Quite scary to watch and somehow I knew, one
day it would be me
I was sharing an apartment with my friend
Christine for many months
For quite a while now we had come together for
a certain period of time and then split to come
together at another juncture
She was a teacher for "The New Consciousness"
and a channeler
We had our manifestation low at different times
but now, we both were struggling and went
from fasting to starving
The lease was in her name and she threatened
to kick me out
I had helped her out of struggle many times,
but now I was no longer useful
I failed to have enough money to stay and did
not find another place to move into
Christine declared "My Spiritual Guidance told me
that you have to leave and get out of here
within 24 hours"
Her Spiritual Guidance, of course!
My body was relaxed
this disharmonious season finally ends
My mind was busy
organizing how to pack my belongings
For the weekend - for the coming weeks
stuff only needed now and then and
the big bag for all the essentials during my
transitioning phase
Where to go from here?
I could not feel myself ending up on the beach
It was too early to live on the beach, the nights
were cold and the humidity was unpleasant
In the morning Christine commanded
"Put all your stuff out of your room and onto the
laundry balcony"
If I would not be able to get everything out of
the apartment by 8pm she herself would throw it
in the trash container next to the house
Each night around 9pm the garbage was
taken away
I grabbed my big bag, stepped out of the house
and was greeted by radiant sunshine and fresh
air
It was chilly, peaceful and serene
There was that peace beyond understanding
Nobody was on the street - everything was closed
It was far too early and it was Good Friday
an important Christian Holiday
I had stepped into a different state of being
into the State of Flow
All looked familiar but felt different
So here I was. What to do?
I heard
"Your feet are now in charge of your path
Let go and let God"
I felt joy rising inside - my body relaxed completely
I surrendered into the situation
My feet went down the empty sunny streets,
downhill towards the small shopping area
next to the sea
I was wondering what comes next
Peter's car was parked in front of his
real estate office
I did office work for him and helped with
clients as needed
I was overjoyed to see his car
He was supposed to be already on vacation
I stepped into his office
Peter looked at me in surprise
I told him my story and he laughed
"So this time it's you!
During the holidays you can store your stuff
in our adjoining room
Rob will be back in a minute. He can help you
get everything out of the old place"
The joy in my body was expanding
In no time I was back at my old place
to pick up everything
Christine was more than surprised by the speed
and the unexpected help I had found
When everything had been stored in Peter's
office Rob offered to me
"If you don't have a place to stay tonight,
you can sleep on the sofa in our living room
During the holidays we have the house full
with friends and family"
And now? What's next?
At the end of the shopping area was
a beautiful park
The mimosa trees were in full bloom
lush yellow blossoms everywhere and the
sweet feel of spring in the air
My feet went to a big tree and my body sat down
leaning against the tree trunk
I felt like merging with the tree, the sunshine
and the fresh air
Life felt so good
My mobile rang bringing me back into the present
My good friend Daniel was calling
He was like the dad I never had in my life
I was younger than his youngest daughter
there was a soul bond between us
I knew he had his house full of guests from
Canada and I owed him about $200
That's probably why he was calling
Should I answer his call?
My hand decided YES while my mind was worrying
Daniel was overjoyed to talk to me
His partner had left for the UK to see her
grandchildren and his guests had got stuck at
Madrid airport
He was all by himself, feeling lonely and bored
and asked me
"Would you like to come with me to our little
favorite restaurant in the country side?"
Of course I would love to join him
It felt like a miracle - a prayer answered
Daniel picked me up, we had a lovely trip into
the mountains to this unique restaurant
A sweet old farm house with orchards and
tables underneath the flowering trees
We were enjoying the food, the beauty of the
place and each others company
My sense of joy was still expanding
Daniel asked me, how my business was doing
and about the situation with my roommate
In my joyful state I shared what had happened
and he felt I was kidding him
My situation and my joyful state did not match
nor make sense to him
He finally got it and offered me to stay in
one of his guest rooms to stabilize myself
Daddy took good care of his skinny child,
making sure I was fattening up and holding
space for my money flow to recover
What could have been a disaster had turned
into a blessing
I found a small place to rent just for myself
It was not far from the place I had been
kicked out of and close to the beach
One morning, while walking along the beach,
there was a woman coming my direction
That early in the morning there was hardly
anyone on the beach
It felt like the woman had noticed me,
she stopped and walked straight towards me
Was this Christine? Yes, it was her
She said hello and told me what had happened
since our ways had parted
Now she was facing to be kicked out by the
next day and she asked me, if she could stay
with me
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